“Jared”
I wanna tell you about a man I knew. I knew him briefly, but I truly got to SEE him. The man was not truly called Jared, obviously, but just in case, super quick disclosure. The names in this article were changed for privacy purposes and if and or any information that may be relatable to you is simply coincidence, on your accounts.
Now.
(Hehe) Jared, is a gruff looking man. He had an aura of mystery, a man’s man, a bad boy vibe, when you looked upon him he was slightly intimidating rough around the edges. His hair was dark and his strands disheveled about every day that I met him. He spoke matter-a-factly. After the third or fourth visit I got to hear his stories. He was “rough” because his childhood was lonely, hard, very, very hard. I would argue that this man had an upbringing more difficult than the average population, in the United States of America. I can’t speak for other persons in other countries, for I am not as knowledgeable there. He fell in love but was betrayed and left with false accusations and robbed of his future.
Nothing, too special I suppose right? However, I want to tell you, that there are two paths here. This if one is able to truly be aware of themselves enough there is a point in our lives when things are bad that a pitchfork in the road shows up, in this road called, life.
Do you stay in this poor and negative atmosphere that was given to you, dealt, to you, fairly or not, or, do you change? In change, I mean, do you forgive those that have wronged you, and move forward acknowledging the present moment with gratitude, love, and a sense of excitement, for what will be next…
Jared, be it fault of his own ability, determination, and or will power. Jared, was resentful, angry, depressed, sad, burdened, tired, vengeful, scorned, and immature I would say in some of his decisions and actions. This man worked very hard but at the wrong things. He worked hard to creep into someone’s life unseen and attack them at the right moment, like an animal to his prey, and hurt them. It was quite remarkable to see all the work that was put into this but I say, could you not put this into something of value. A value that. Is priceless to so many that will evolve the people into a catalyst for the greater good, for the love of the people, instead of a mere five minutes of pleasure. Can one pursue that path which is most difficult instead of the one that is most quick and gone forever?
I did not write into detail the deeds of this man for I do not condone this behavior and will not give you the, “blueprint.”
This man is alone, still, inside, alone. This man still races to beat the clock. This man tasted happiness, but his anger barred him of it, FOR LIFE.
4/14/24
Maria
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